12:02 am

while enjoying the luminous
and luscious leaves of the fall trees
i realized i do not know myself
and in not knowing myself i am
okay. honestly. discovering and
growing and living. terrified and
tiring. just a little longer.

these thoughts will have a process

i'll know how to learn

someone will understand

i'll say what i mean and understand what i said

winter wonderlands were made for romances
i've let go, gonna take these chances
i came home welcomed back by the lights
left my heart to accompany her nights
her kissed sealed the deal but her smile was the magnet
softer lips than i ever could imagine
i came home welcomed back by the lights
took her heart to accompany my nights

the twelfth day was made for you and me
the time spent being with my baby

do you know how it feels to find love in the small city of Cedar?
and do you know how i feel everytime i hear her voice or see her?
in my heart and soul i know i need her

let me take this time to
ask you, inform you
of all the things you did not know
i’m sorry i can’t be the cure for your life
you were always by my side

life spent without rain
you will always be the heart in me
you will always be
the past the love the memories